Sunday, May 1, 2011

Jeers, Cheers, and Fade to Black

The only constant is constant change--the last 6 years have been a splendid part of my 65 year long journey--I have met many fine people who have allowed me to be what I have wanted to be--I have had such fun and enjoyed some great highs--I will never regret a moment of the trip I have been allowed to take.

As time goes on and age works its tricks the desire and urgency for me act out sexually has waned--with this coupled with the fact that I just can’t obtain the look I desire any longer I find it a time to change, to grow, to move on--and for once in my life I go forward not clawing and grabbing to hold onto the past.

In recent athletic history two men stand out to me--Wayne Gretsky and John Elway--both were standouts in their chosen sports, heroes to millions and both retired at the top of their game, well before they past their primes--I admire that in people--I don’t want to hold on past the expiration date--I want to go out remembered for what I am and not for what I used to be.

I thank you all for the time I have been given to be Blair--I look back with no regrets--I got to experience things that people sit at home and imagine--I am blessed beyond words so I will stop looking for words and say thanks again for the time you spent with me.
again for the time you spent with me.